Goodbye and i'm glad i didn't leave her behind

I saw him walk through the gate, never to look back and i cried like a drowned fish. Yet when the same torturous day passed by slowly and new realization and doubt came in place, the pain slowly ebbs into a trickle.

At least all words unspoken and all actions unobtrusively observed will be sure to lose itself in the changing history of things. Leave it as a beautiful part of memory where things were fine and dandy. If i always think of you in a positive light, you would always stay beautiful ... and forever lost to me.

So with that, take care, have a beautiful life and be happy.

It's not something i wish someone would have to experience because it makes you lose a lot of faith in others and seeds of doubt start to vein its roots. In the end, you start to doubt yourself. There might be no escape. It could end up a self-fulfilling prophecy.

I am rather glad that the new year is coming soon because it means i can setup a new lot of resolutions to break. The fun is in the process of creation.